Just when you feel your all alone, Life stands next to you & shows that its all you need

Some nights when I'm alone and the day has gone all wrong, I close my eyes and let the tears build up. I release them when no one is looking and a hard cry is all that comes out. I keep it together & strength is what people see in me. They don't know how much I breakdown inside but its not there fault for, breaking down is a self inflicted pain that cant be fixed by anyone other then me, Life knows what its doing. It purposely keeps me away from playing victim. I was made to handle this lonely ride even though lonely is an unfair choice of word, I cry & cry but then sure enough something grabs my attention each time reminding me how beautiful life really is & that pain i felt is only a cut caused by influences around me. I close my eyes and feel the energy surrounding me & at that moment all the bad just seems so small. I break down too, But life always knows exactly how to pick me right back up, wipe my tears & keep me fighting to spread its purpose. Lonely only has meaning if we allow it too. Next time you breakdown, open yourself to the world picking you back up, It always does, we just don't value it enough to see it.